especially for Lembaga Akreditasi Negara

i heard rumours,and they were sufficient enough to make me has ini-sungguh-tak-terduga-bolehkah-dipercayai kind of feelings. Just hold on, i'll elaborate more on d third paragraph.

yesterday my sis texted me;

'bintun, si ang dpt mara!! sonoknye!! saye akan ke uk!! =)'

sedikit pelik dgn perkataan di situ? i'll make them clear.
bintun= me (i still have no idea why they keep calling me bintun, coz currently they call my youngest sis as 'simor', stands for si kelomomor. kasihan..kasihan..)
si ang= si angah

im VERY happy and proud of her. enough said. she'll further her studies for master in networking course. nice job sis.

okai, back to d main idea. still remember wut i said at d last sentence on d first paragraph? ignore d 'third paragraph' phrase. a friend of mine, said dat LAN (lembaga akreditasi negara) announced, USU won't be recognized as a gud medic university in Malaysia (so far, LAN said it unofficially).
For anyone who doesn't noe why LAN ever exist in Malaysia, here i'll tell u.

who are they? (2 marks)
-Badan kerajaan-

wut's their job? (4 marks)
-iktiraf n jage standard u kat malaysia or kat oversea, if ur uni doesn't recognised by them, u're screwed-

wut's d dark effect if they dun want to recognise medic school? (x marks)
- u have to repeat medic school, or else ure not valid 2 become a doc in malaysia-

total marks for my answers? u give.

if i become one of LAN officers, i dun think it's a gud idea to recognise my u. well, i just finished my 1st year, and proudly i announce, ive never seen A cadaver yet. apetah lagi beramah mesra dengannya.
take blood pressure? ambik darah dari vena? no..no..no. not yet. dat's just great.
Their lectures, their exams, all in Indon language. sore throat=sakit tenggorokan. thyroid gland=kalenjar anak gondok. ha-ha-ha. x standard langsong. diharap saye tidak terbawe2 ke malaysia.
bout d exams, i dun think they mark d exam papers properly. why? bcoz, students yg da kua USU pon bley dpt mrkh, mmg x logik. they dun even sit 4 d exam, how they cn have their marks, wit flying colours? doesn't make sense at all. USU, ure busted.

i dun understand why mara send us to USU, it's just too risky. i hope everything will be just fine.

now i ask u,

still wanna be one of my patients?

they're just too perfect.

Time waits for no man.

I love this phrase when i first time heard it. It's from meredith's script, grey's anatomy series.
i just made 2 sentences for this post, but im struggling to make it in good english. i dunno, maybe im too self-conscious bout my bad english. i want to improve it, but i dunno how. im asking 4 help. Tolong.

i'm still haunted by my own life history. when i was 7, i didn't even noe how to pronounce 'the'. i pronounced it as te-he or te. Can u imagine how bad my english was? That's only 'the' part. Just imagine urself how i pronounced 'elephant' or apple' words.

when i was in standard 5, i never get an A for my english test. I failed half of my english papers. How pathetic i am. i prefered arabic language 3 times more than english. I still remember my english teacher, miss pusparani. in front of all my classmates, miss puspa asked me to differentiate the pronunciation of 'sixty' and 'sixteen'. im not dat stupid, but that's how people judge my english. from 1 to 10 scales, maybe they gave me only 2.5.

until now, when my friends are using bombastic vocabs in their posts or writings, i still struggle to get my grammar correct, n still conscious bout my sentences arrangement. i dunno, i've done many ways to makesure my english improve constantly, but it seems like i failed to achieve dat. when i got good result in my SPM, i really hope dat i can further my studies in an english-speaking country, so i cn be as good as my other english sifu. at the end of the day, i stuck in here, indonesia, a country that pronounce 'protein' as pro-te-in. How do you expect i cn improve my english in such country? i dunno. i hope there's no indonesian read this post, it sounds like an insultation.

i really2 envy with anna's, ateqs and her geng's blog. their posts just too perfect. for aijud's blog, i dun even understand the post bcos it's too high standard. i cn't adapt with his standard, but still, im soo jealous with them. i wanna be as good as them. but how?

is it too late?